the sad sad life of mimi.
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a sad story...
He looked at his watch, it was 4.30 in the morning. He was somewhere he always thought that can be alone and relax. Away from all the chaos of the world. as he walked towards the water breaker, he slipped his vodka, a bottle of Glenn’s mixed with a touch of Sprite, he was enjoying every one of it. He needed it every night after a hard day at work. It smoothes his headaches and stress brought by his work and life. Listening to his ipod, he ignored everything that passed him, everything that was happening around him. The truth was, he didn’t cared.
He sat down facing the sea as he watched the waves just below. He was enjoying the breeze and was enjoying the view too.
Everyone thought he was working. They didn’t know where he really was. No one ever called now. Not even his mom. Its been 3 days since he talk to her. They didn’t have any problems, just that now he wasn’t home often. He was out somewhere every night.
He lighted a cigarette. Without him knowing, everything started crawling back into his mind. Why did all this happen to him? How can everything be so cruel? It was unfair.
He started to think of her. The past year was the best thing ever to have happened to him. After she left him, he became what he is now, dead, aimless and depressed. All that he worked for all this while, money that he earned and saved for, all the sacrifices now didn’t matter anymore.
He just felt like drowning himself, but he didn’t have the courage to do it. He was just a coward.
Tears started to fill his eyes and rolled down his cheeks. He didn’t really know the reason why he was crying. Maybe he was so sad thinking about whatever that have happened in his life. He kept asking himself. WHY?
He’s confused and depressed. He wished so much that she would be there beside him looking at how he was, his condition, to really know what really happened in his life. No words could express how much he wanted to see her, to touch her adorable face, to hug her and never ever let go.
He missed her.
He wanted so badly to live his life with her...
But...
80 days without her...
7th April 2007
0634hrs
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 // 10:54 PM